Loss

I was playing around with the website that I build for use with my ECE friends (yeah, like I have the time). In the process, I was looking at the pictures from the Iron Ring, convocation, etc. and can’t help but to have a feeling of loss. Sure, those are happy moments (mostly anyway), but there’s the feeling of I didn’t do something that I should’ve done. I don’t know what it is though…

Is it because I didn’t go out with my friends on convocation night (I ended up playing Civ 3 at home, talk about sad), or is it because I didn’t get to know a girl better than I would like to?

Anyway, whatever those things are, they are the past now, and I can’t do anything about them nowadays.

I guess my rather unhappy mood nowadays began during last summer. That summer was rather up and down, with happy and unhappy things meshed together in a few months. And then when I come back to school, I look around and most of my friends are all gone…